Saturday, January 9, 2021
Queen of Evasia 2
My Queen,
I apologize for accusing...
Accusing you of evading me.
Evidently,
You are waiting for me.
As the sands rain,
The bottom of my hourglass
Fills with loneliness
And pain.
But each dusty trickle
Infuses a new sparkle
Of Wisdom
Of how to make your eyes sparkle...
And your dimples to twinkle.
I keep referring to you anonymously
Because my presence has missed yours
Tremendously.
Just want to meet you
Keep you
And give you all of me.
What an investment!!
I cant wait to poeticize our testament.
To verbalize the flames
Of a righteous torture
An epic of sacrificial proportions
A destiny in invisible spirit language.
All these other pursuits
Are garbage.
If I never get to join with you
Then my 15-year dream shan't come true.
I cant let go
I'm holding on to our fantasies
Like their aint no tomorrow.
These inked out emotions
Cannot be contained by space.
The critical mass
Of this light sped equation
Blesses me with an energy
Squared to completeness
And essential to my existence.
Maybe, just maybe,
I'm a little crazy
But that's my summation
Of my story.
Just like you
I've been lost too.
That's why I cant wait to experience you
So my nightmares can be through.
But the last thing I wanna do
Is have you
And then have to lose you.
I know you'll stay
And bring peace
Along with your baggage
When you come my way.
Are you on the Light Rail,
Sitting in welfare's jail,
Or living about 10 other kinds of HELL??
Are you crying right now?
I know you're gonna survive
And we'll sip mango juice
While you tell me how.
So I aint mad atcha.
But I miss ya...
And I'll never stop dreaming boutcha...
Quorizzzzzzzma
Disastrous Affections
Here we are on the brink of disaster
One more sound of your laughter
And I will explode into a billion
pieces
Due to overexposure to your species
Walk like an Egyptian
Sending hieroglyphics with sexual
encryption...
Protecting you is my mission
Protecting this two way vision
A vision set on the waters of hope
And cast adrift with no rope
Life taught us buoyancy
So we could cope
Maybe we should just
Elope...
I’ll never again be this excited
Here is your candle
Lets light it
Give me your lip
So I can bite it
I know you want me
Don’t you dare try to fight it
It’s written all over your face, chest
and body
You wanna have a foursome
With me, you, coke, and Bacardi...
Damn Shawty
You’re so naughty
But when it comes to being naughty
I wont let you top me
I got so many fantasies
Running through
my mind
So many kinds
So little time
My eyes don’t even have to be open
Hell I wouldn’t mind going blind
Because in my mind
You are mine
For all time
Like vaseline you shine
And I can no longer define time...
Your conversation has me in a whirlpool
And I cant stop spinning
Like the
lady in The sound of Music
Oh yeah shawty
My hills are definitely alive
With the sound of bra snaps and
unzips
Oooohs ahhhhs
Lather of tounges
And exchanges of lips
You know what you're doing right
Got me sitting here watching you like
a traffic light
RED
Means to bring the motions to a
screeching halt
And relieve your body of recently secreted
salts
YELLOW
Oh I like Yellow
Yellow means
I can slowly go where only I dare to go
Oh yeah I like yellow
But not as much as I like go
When your eyes turn green
I know what that means
It means to proceed through your
intersection
Without caution or distraction
Surveillance cameras capturing the
entire transaction
Ain't no accidents in this interaction
But I'm still smiling on the brink of
disaster
While my past demons hold their
stomachs
In laughter
But I wont fall of the tip of your
smile
I'm holding on to your soul
Like a pit bull gone wild...
#Quorizma
I Need a Love
I need a love
True love I need
And it's all I'm dreaming of
Sexy eyed
Sexy brained love
Self sacrificing mutually exclusive
love…
When I get home
Love is there
When I leave home
My love goes with me everywhere…
I need this level of completion
Love that is not confined by
jurisdiction
Love that is not plagued by
contradiction
Love that is faithful despite
competition
Love that holds the sacred power of
resurrection
Two loves brought together to make
one story
Neither seeking its own glory
Rated fight for just a moment with
each other
Loves so happy together
They don't know what it means to
smother
A love that tastes so natural
Fever for the flavor of kisses
Made of ingredients supernatural
Pure in the truest sense of pure
A love confident of its ability to
endure and cure
It’s special and not just emotional
More powerful than a list of gods
once mythical
I want this love more than life
I want her to share the joy of life
I need her to share all her secrecies
of her life
To believe that she'll never find
another land like me in this life.
I want her to be my wife…
Can't I find this love
After all it's all I've dreamed of…
My dreams need fulfillment
Nothing fulfills like love heaven
sent
A love sent at the right time
She's going to make my heart sing and
my hand rhyme…
I wish I knew her
Yet as anticipation builds
So does my character…
When I meet her
I'll know her
She'll be an old friend I just met
Someone that my soul tells me I am
going to get
A raw relationship void of overcooked
superficialities
Her specialty is bringing me to my
knees
I can't deny she'll have unrivaled
power over me
Have me follow her all over the
universe like a lost puppy
But I ain't shame and don't think
it's embarrassing
For this is the love making for which
I have been waiting
All the lonely and wrong nights I've
been spending
Just filling in blanks with blanks
and timewasting…
I would rather have someone that's
down for me
Down to play with me in my dreams
And in our reality
Whatever she needs she can count on
me
I just want her to believe in me…
Come here girl and let me give you my
trophy
It's just my heart but with love I'm
over boiling
Out of everybody you won me
Definitively
Destroy the wall of anger I was
building
Totally
Making me feel for you like I feel
this poetry
And that's scary
Making me believe that I can do
anything
Long as you are next to me
😍More Precious
More precious than gold
yet it never grows old
some have died looking for it
while others run far from it
silver lining in the crowd of man
made of water and sand
keeps planets in line
and knows not time
everywhere and nowhere
comes like a comet
heavenly and cosmic
blink and miss
wink and get dismissed
can see through lead
and even words said
light invisible
Mr and Mrs unrecognizable
often gets Angels in trouble
and makes demons very uncomfortable
never situational
Or conventional
however subliminal
still can drive you mental
too real to be political
too hard to be superficial
impossible to be presidential
no need to be sceptical or fearful
of Love unconditional
Only aliens on the planet
That can give it
But won't trust it
Because you can't
Buy or sell it
But we could all profit
From it
Boundaries could be memories
Walls a thing of the past
Fear could disappear
Year over year…
What we don't know
Won't let us grow
And reach for a better tomorrow.
Here we are
Searching for a billboard
In the dark
Dark part of the soul
Desperate for the illumination
By inoculation
From the system
Bent on our annihilation
A lose lose situation
Leading us further into the
Age of Information Starvation.
Hungry for purposeful substance
And weary of painful happenstance
Leery of detrimental romance
Finally ready to give authenticity a
chance